The aspects of all of this that I am having the most challenge with is feeling the call to be Melissa's mother, but not physically in her life to accomplish that. I do not feel that any struggle for this child would be at all for her benefit. So, I am sequestered to the sideline, while I watch another bond with her and even begin talk of adopting her as well. This is just not an aspect that I was prepared for and don't know how to handle the emotions...yet. My plans as of tonight are to go down to Port au Prince soon and just be there with her as much as I am allowed. If she is to be in my life, she will be and on that I have to trust.
|The scripture in the picture says, "Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you."|
1Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.